.. WHO I AM ..

I’ve cried too much..
I barely feel my heart anymore..
I’ve gone through so much pain,
And now I’m left numb.

I’ve been betrayed by people I love…
And I’m walking with no trust these days.
I’ve taken so many rejections…
Till I can’t even accept myself 2day..

I’ve known black 2 gud, n I can’t understand white..
I’ve lieved such hell, that heaven is just a fantasy.
I’ve found 2 many disappointment,
So I see HOPE n HAPPY ENDING r bullshit!

And the world still torture me 2 be CHEERFUL,BEAUTIFUL, and HOPEFUL ?
Just fuck off !

14/02/08
*bloody valentine*

you called this world fair ?

You called this world fair ?


You slapped me, and then you yelled me not 2 cry ?
You yelled me, n then you asked me not to yell you back ?
You leave me, n uasked me 2 just take it easy ?
You hurt me, nu asked me not 2 bleed ?
You make and see my whole fat life is awful, n u demand me 2 live life 2 the fullest ?
And even…u asked me 2 make the rest of ur life to be happy ?
I’m not normal..
And u asked me 2 be one ?

14/02/08
*bloody valentine*